KoKo's Thoughts

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Tears.

By: Miiko White

I CRIED THE OTHER DAY. 

I CRIED AND CRIED AND ASKED GOD FOR ANOTHER WAY. 

ANOTHER WAY TO SHOW YOU THAT, THOUGH I MAY FALTER AT TIMES, MY APPRECIATION IS EVERPRESENT AND ALWAYS HERE. 

ANOTHER WAY TO SHELTER THIS RELATIONSHIP THAT WAS BUILT ON HONESTY AND TRUST ONLY TO BE TORN APART AND RAPED BY DISLOYALTY AND LUST. 

ANOTHER WAY TO EXPLAIN TO YOU THAT EVERYTIME YOU WALK THRU THAT DOOR, MY HEART FLUTTERS LIKE THE MINUTES THAT LED UP TO THE FIRST TIME THAT WE MADE LOVE. 

ANOTHER WAY TO GIVE YOU EXACTLY WHAT YOU DESERVE. 

A WOMAN THAT REALIZES THAT NO MATTER WHAT WE MAY GO THRU 

NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES WE TURN TO WALK AWAY IT IS PURE LOVE THAT KEEPS US TOGETHER DAY AFTER DAY. 

ANOTHER WAY TO EXPLAIN TO YOU THAT EVEN THOUGH I PRETEND NOT TO CARE, EVERYTIME YOU EVEN MENTION ANOTHER PROSPECT...

I'M PRETENDING TO TURN A DEAF EAR, 

WHEN IN ALL ACTUALITY I AM TAKING MENTAL NOTES AND REHEARSING THE BEST WAY BACK INTO YOUR HEART SO THAT I CAN LEARN. 

SO THAT I CAN GAIN INSIGHT ON WHAT I NEED TO DO TO GET BACK THE WOMAN THAT I YEARN. 

YES I CRIED THAT DAY 

I CRIED AND CRIED LIKE A WOMAN GRIEVING THE LOSS OF THEIR FIRST BORN. 

BECAUSE I FEEL THAT IS THE ONLY PAIN THAT HAS BEEN GREATER THAN LOSING THE ONE PERSON THAT CAN READ YOUR EVERY THOUGHT BEFORE A SINGLE THOUGHT EVER OCCURRED. 

THE PERSON THAT UNDERSTANDS THAT A FREE SPIRIT IS SUPPOSED TO FLY. 

THE ONE THAT KNOWS THAT TRUE LOVE IN ITS PUREST FORM IS NOT MEANT TO BE SMOTHERED AND ITS NOT MEANT TO HIDE. 

 THE ONE PERSON THAT CAN LOOK AT YOUR GREATEST INSECURITIES AND FEARS, GRAB THEM FROM BEHIND, MOUNT THEM AND RIDE THEM UNTIL THEY DISAPPEAR. 

THE SINGLE SOUL THAT CAN TAKE MY EVERY EMOTION AND DRAW THEM INTO THEIRSELF LIKE THEIR LAST SOLITARY BREATH. 

WHEN I LAUGH YOU IGNITE WITH A SMILE OF PURE ENDEARMENT. 

WHEN I CRIED YOUR HEART ACHED AS YOU FEIGNED FOR A SOLUTION. 

WHEN I MISUNDERSTOOD, YOUR PATIENCE GAVE ME ASSURANCE AND PROVIDED ME WITH CLARITY. 

I NEED YOU 

I YEARN FOR YOU               

I DESIRE YOU 

I CARE FOR YOU 

I APPRECIATE YOU 

I UNDERSTAND YOU 

I BELIEVE IN YOU 

I LUST FOR YOU 

I MISS YOU 

I'D BEG FOR YOU 

I HUSTLE FOR YOU 

I WORRY ABOUT U 

I PRAY FOR YOU 

I BLEED FOR YOU 

AND AT THE END OF THE DAY, BEFORE I SLEEP, I ROLL TO LOOK AT THE EMPTY PILLOW COLD AND BARE STARING BACK AT ME … THEN... I CRY FOR YOU